Dear blog,
I saw the opportunity and grab instantly, not willing to see the such chances flew away.
It wasn't too tough a decision for me to make.
I want to have a chance to be with the best, so I could learn further, and be real good in what I do.
Still, I couldn't believe something so good present in my life, I have fear and worries and pressure as well.
Dear blog, I fear I would failed myself and eventually made myself a laughing stock. I am too fragile for failure.
2010年11月5日 星期五
2010年9月28日 星期二
Why it's so hard to get....
Dear blog,
It's hard to get favour from certain group people, even it's their obligation to help you, to facilitate you, but some people dumped you sour words, not even be thoughtful and considerate enough to release your burden.

Dear, I don't really feel hurt, definitely not for this bitch.
But could I blame them ? I should be able to look deeply, as this man not even selfish , he even lack the power and ability.
It's hard to get favour from certain group people, even it's their obligation to help you, to facilitate you, but some people dumped you sour words, not even be thoughtful and considerate enough to release your burden.

Dear, I don't really feel hurt, definitely not for this bitch.
But could I blame them ? I should be able to look deeply, as this man not even selfish , he even lack the power and ability.
Well, this guys would have to remember, as if you don't help at least don't expect mercy from the others as well, when you are in need.
Well, big brother, I owed you one. So,I have decided to forget the cruel things you have said about me, and it's good time to let go. The moment you said yes, I felt so relieve.
Dear blog, I hope from this experience I would be more thoughtful of the others, I simple wouldn't turn away with people who are in needs, as it's wouldn't be easy to open ones mouth and ask.
Dear blog, I hope from this experience I would be more thoughtful of the others, I simple wouldn't turn away with people who are in needs, as it's wouldn't be easy to open ones mouth and ask.
2010年9月27日 星期一
Plan A
Dear blog, I want to tell you a bitch's story, and she is a perfect bitch.
I guess I have to tailor a special plan just for her, the honour is all hers to take, I just execute it. She chose to confront and challenge, make war then.....
When I tried to imagine put myself in her shoes, I kind of understood she being so over reacting, sunk so low and blurted out something angered me.
But, I porbably would had did the same to those who threatened my existance in such territory. Even I understood her course of action she still a bitch.
She and all her colleagues have their so called KPI, and their bosses are more bitch than her. KPI definitely not bad things but the bitch really chose the wrong guy to bully.
She shouldn't had intimitated me, I already made her paid.
However, this is no good for her and her kinds. At least this already affected your professional judgement then.
But she doesn't has broad worldview, which made her to despite those tries act out of the box. She just has small eyes, nose and heart.
2010年9月23日 星期四
This time I hate myself
To my disappointment, I just succumbed to my fear, I almost did something against my better judgement.
I hate myself to let weakness overwhelmed me.
2010年9月19日 星期日
grateful
I thought I would be jealous and envy of such arrangement, but no. Thank God, I already get over that.
Grateful for that.
Grateful for that.
2010年9月18日 星期六
Friend or Foe
In the Castle of Sabotage,even the entire sovereign it's close to impossible to get lifelong friends, especially those who really know you, as the facts remain that we're all competitors in one way or another.
We compete for better chances, jobs, salaries and promotion. Any of these could put the best friendship into test. I had seen and heard many of the one time best friends turned into foes, as though spare them a thought would be a waste of lives.
So, being a smarter me, I seldom befriend colleagues. I don't know if any of them would accept the real me as I do.
I have a lot of hi-bye friends, but don't really give a damn, in fact I could be a hypocrite if I wish to, sometimes I made a better Drama King than Tom Hank.
We compete for better chances, jobs, salaries and promotion. Any of these could put the best friendship into test. I had seen and heard many of the one time best friends turned into foes, as though spare them a thought would be a waste of lives.
So, being a smarter me, I seldom befriend colleagues. I don't know if any of them would accept the real me as I do.
I have a lot of hi-bye friends, but don't really give a damn, in fact I could be a hypocrite if I wish to, sometimes I made a better Drama King than Tom Hank.
2010年9月16日 星期四
The Queen
Queens are everywhere.
In my castle of sabotage, there are few lady whom think they are queens, obviously, they are more bitches.
One of the so called queen came to me, obviously with sabotage in her mind, but pretended as victim.
She said her superior critised her for not able to assess the real cost of a project.
I just listened to her , asked few questions about it , and realise she made so obvious mistakes. She was in the business for long, isn't she not suppose to make such mistake ?
Well, there are always somebody seek for support but at the wrong course, I just ignore and ignore and ignore. She sense my feeling, and walked away in detest
Don't you know that what you've done is going to make the rest of us suffer ? And this colleague of mine have a taste to subotage the employer and proud of her making.
In my castle of sabotage, there are few lady whom think they are queens, obviously, they are more bitches.
One of the so called queen came to me, obviously with sabotage in her mind, but pretended as victim.
She said her superior critised her for not able to assess the real cost of a project.
I just listened to her , asked few questions about it , and realise she made so obvious mistakes. She was in the business for long, isn't she not suppose to make such mistake ?
Well, there are always somebody seek for support but at the wrong course, I just ignore and ignore and ignore. She sense my feeling, and walked away in detest
Don't you know that what you've done is going to make the rest of us suffer ? And this colleague of mine have a taste to subotage the employer and proud of her making.
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